Know. Hope. Believe

Here we go again with the lists.. Anyone that knows me knows that I am a huge list maker. I know, you think I am weird. However, there is something so liberating about making a  huge list and crossing things off. I love it. Carrying on...

10 things I Know are as follows:

• If I sleep for 4 hours or 13 hours, I am the same amount of exhausted. I swear, I am always tired. Thankfully, I am still happy when I'm sleepy.
• To everything there is a season. Things come and go, people change and that is the perfect opportunity to make changes and adjustments to our lives.
• I love Carter more than I have ever loved a single thing. It is a special kind of love, that you only have as a mom.
• For every Jack there is a Jill, and for every Jill there is a Jack.
• I am not always going to live in Utah. I have always known that.
• My favorite food will always be anything mexican. Love it!
• They say you'll know when you know, and I KNOW. (:
• I am going to do a river run this summer.
• I am going to go to some concerts this summer.
• I know something or someone named Joey. (Inside Joke)

10 things I Hope are as follows:

• Everything makes sense someday.
• Everyone can experience happiness that I do every single day.
• My family and friends know how important they are to  me and how much I love them.
• I can complete my bucket list before I die.
• I can learn how to make cake balls this week so I can take them to my man.
• I am being a good Mom to Carter.
• I can remember everything I need to for finals week.
• Whitney's next lab draws and scans come back better.
• That I will get married again and have a baby someday.
• When I learn how to ride horses this week, I don't die.

10 things I Believe are as follows:

• I wouldn't be the wife (Future), mom, companion, friend or person that I am today had I not lived the last year the way I did.
• There is a lesson to be learned in every trial we go through.
• I am going to have the best summer yet!
• My girls Dani and Jo are going to make it through their trials alright.
• Whitney will be cancer free this time next year.
• I am going to be 10 lbs lighter by my birthday.
• speaking of birthday....who wants to go to Vegas for it? I will be there!
• Life will never be easy. Get used to it.
• Carter is going to be a little gentlemen when he "Grows up."
• Clayton has my blessing in whatever he does in life as long as Carter is taken care of.